"So lately, been wondering, 
Who will be there to take my place?
When I'm gone, you'll need love,
To light the shadows on your face.."

[	Current Location	|	room	]
[	Current Mood	|	calm	]
[	Current Music	|	back at your door - maroon 5	]

The whole of Friday was spent at One Degree 15.
The yatch club at Sentosa Cove.

OMFG.its so damn nice and awesome.
So while the event was talking place and all i need to do was worry
about the press kits and entertain the media. 
I spend the rest of my time staring into the sea and enjoying the awesome breeze.

I dreamt about owning a yatch. 
There's this bunch of rich people holding a dinner party on a yatch and i soooooooooooooo wanted to hop on and say hello, room for another one? please spread the love this way.
I dreamt about having my 21st birthday party on a yatch.haha.
But then again, it might just happen coz i found out the price of
renting a yatch and if the source is right, its reasonably ok. =)

Ah. this is the life.this is the life!!

Tomorrow is back to work. 
and im supposed to think of ideas for a fashion show.
ARGHH.okok.
thinking now.thinking.

Part of my job is to do Media Tracking.
Which basically means you flip the pages of magazines.
ALL THE MAGAZINES.LITERALLY ALL.
As in, i even flip the chinese ones!

So while flipping magazines to search for coverage.
I came up with all the damn things i want to buy.

1. YSL Lip Twins - $39
2. Donna Karan GOLD - $100+++
3. DiorKiss Lip Plumper - $31
4. Woven Leather Bangles - $9.90
5. Havaianas in GOLD - $39.90
6. Soft White Jelly Wedges - $29.90
7. La Senza Thigh High Stockings - $25 
8. Issey Miyake new fragrance, the one that smells like freshly cut grass - $96
9. A red dress - from where ever at a resonable prince,so long as it hot.ha.
10. the HOT shoes from topshop in PINK - $146
11. Leopard Prink Scarf - $8.90
12. Longchamp bag in Navy Blue - $100++++
13. New wallet 

ps: i accept donations =)=)

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Someone should invent painkillers that work for heartaches,
just as fast and as simple as they work for headaches. 

Im serious, if they had that in the market, 
it will fly off the shelves straight into my bag.

I know ive been working for 2 weeks and i havent said anything about it. 
well, i guess its just 2 weeks and too early to tell. 
So far its pretty ok. I have gotten used to waking up at 630 in the morning, every morning. 
My colleagues are nice.
Sandee went for an interview last firday at my work place.
I hope she gets it! then we'd be working together!
OH SO FUN.

Well, thats the happy side of life.

On another note, 
yesterday i came back home, went online and my heart broke.
I never knew youd do that to me, but you did. 
Was watever i saw supposed to be ok?
Was i supposed to think its ok.

Its not ok.

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When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
when you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on.

Don't let yourself go, everybody cries
and everybody hurts sometimes.
Sometimes everything is wrong.
Now it's time to sing along.

When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)
if you feel like letting go, (hold on)
when you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on.

Everybody hurts.
Take comfort in your friends.
Everybody hurts.

Don't throw your hand. Oh, no.
Don't throw your hand.
If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone

If you're on your own in this life,
the days and nights are long,
when you think you've had too much of this life to hang on.

Well, everybody hurts sometimes, everybody cries.
And everybody hurts sometimes.
And everybody hurts sometimes.
So, hold on, hold on.
Hold on, hold on.
Hold on, hold on.
Hold on, hold on.

-REM-

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Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Dont know what I was missing or why I aint listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiousity
Now that its over
What else could it be he just had to cheat

I made a promise never to settle
Why didnt I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

But Im not missing you
Im not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
Im not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know Im usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time its different
I dont even feel the distance
Im not missing
Im not missing you

Its a shame in a way cause
I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me

I made a promise never to settle
Why didnt I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around


No I cant be with you
Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me
I cant keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person I could be
Love's good when its right
And when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone elses life

Im not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I know Im usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
Oh different, feel the distance
Im not missing
Im not missing you




- I'm not missing you,stacy orrico-

[	Current Location	|	room	]
[	Current Mood	|	chipper	]
[	Current Music	|	this is why i rock.	]

Yesterday was spent at KKH.again.
The Baby has poped!
and its oh so cute and tiny.
I feel like an obese giant next to the baby.



I reckon life as a baby is blardy fantastic.
All you do is sleep.
When you want something - just cry.if not wail with all your tiny glory.
And the whole world will just oogle at your cuteness.
and everyone will want a peice of you.

Oh another note, 
TOMORROW IS MY FIRST DAT AT WORK.
I hope it turns out well.
I hope it wont be like awkward or shit.
I hope i have a pretty desk with a pretty computer and a nice comfy chair.
i hope my colleagues are nice.

i got through my first day at Warna and my first day at JUICE pretty well.
So this should be easy peasy too right?
YES?NO?OUI?NON?


Oh well.
we shall see what happens eh.

wish me luck.=)

[	Current Location	|	room	]
[	Current Mood	|	annoyed	]
[	Current Music	|	nothing.	]

Today was spent at KKH. Yes, Kandang Kerbau Hospital.
Its actually my first time there.HUGE arse of a place.
Was there at freaking 7am in the morning.which means i woke up at the ungodly hour of 5.
The morning turned out to be a waste of time.
The baby (NOT MINE, my cousins) was supposed to pop. But it didnt pop.

So no baby today. Maybe tomorrow.

Had breakfast at Macs. i love them pancakes! =)
The spent the rest of the time doing practically nothing.

But people watching was fun. 

1. I saw a few babies at the labour ward - fresh out of vaginas.
2. I saw a scary number of pregnant teenagers and teens who are strolling around with a baby pram.
3.  I saw a women from prison..she has to be from prison.she was walking around with handcuffs a few policeman.she was walking around with a sinister smile on her face and i thought that reminded me of Cannibal Lector.

I generally dont like hospitals.

Yesterday was Fish&Co. and RUSH HOUR 3 with Shaun and Dhawal.
it wasFunnayyyyyyy.
Now the kung-fu fighting song is on repeat mode in my head and i cant seem to get rid of it.

Yesterday also, on the way home. I took a cab. 
Soon as shaun got off. 
the son of a gun of a cab driver.started preaching.

OMFG.

.if there is one thing i hate.its people who preach.
i appreciate your concern about weather i end up in heaven or hell but i dont even freaking know you.
youre not my father.and youre not god either.
he started asking me questions about shaun.and then started telling me how a malay girl like me shouldnt be going out with boys because its wrong.blah blah blah.yadayadayada.
for all you know, your daughther could be enjoying multiple orgasms at the very moment you're preaching.
Preaching while driving a CUSTOMER should be against the law.
I ignored him and he got pissed with me.
WTF.

the next time someone ask me my race/religion. 
I will spare myself the bullcrap.

ill go. "sorrish.speakish nosh enggrish"


Now..
Now im pissed off with friendster.
Im pissed off with boys to send messages to girls they dont know.
HELLO.
please get yourself the balls to talk to girls you ACTUALLY know.
if they isnt any, maybe, theres a slight chance youre gay.
did you ever think of that?
Im also pissed off with people who add people they DONT KNOW.
dont gimme bullshit about oh, im adding so and so to make friends with her.
please.you just add and then its not like you talk ever again.
maybe you just want pretty girls on your bullshit friends list.
if people dont reply your msges its because they probably think youre a pervert.

AND.

 if the only picture you put is baby pictures of yourself.
then maybe its because youre ugly.




haiz.today very pms-sy eh?

[	Current Location	|	room!	]
[	Current Mood	|	bouncy	]

After months of searching, mornings spent flipping the classifieds and roaming the web.
Hours spent emailing and snail mailing out resumes and cover letters.


You are officially looking at an employed and contributing member of the society.

WOOT.WOOT.

I start work Monday.

Oh so excite.

=)

[	Current Location	|	home	]
[	Current Mood	|	hopeful	]

You can read me baby like an open book
Stop me in my tracks with only just one look
And when the lights go down
And its only you and me (boy)
Oh you turn me inside out
I'm still in love with you today cause you make me happy

If you watch Still Standing. You'd know the the lyrics above mean.

Anyways. Yesterday and Today was my interviews.

Yesterday's interview was A FREAKING WASTE OF MY TIME!
It was for a relatively recognised company.a PR job. 
But when i got there, i was interview by this old man who cant even pronounce my name.
He straight away told me that this position requires someone who has had years of experince.
So obviously, i dont right?

You know wat pissed me off the most. 
Before i even come for the interview. I sent my resume.
It stated CLEARLY what experience i have and what i dont. 
So, if you know i dont that what youre looking for. 
WHY THE HELL DID YOU ASK ME TO COME FOR AN INTERVIEW??

IDIOTS.
the HR department is obviously not doing a good job.


Today's interview however, went pretty well.
Actually, it went good.
BUT. Ive still got to wait about 2 weeks to see if im selected for a second round of interview.
So yea.
FINGERS CROSSED =)

Yesterday, was also dinner with Shaun.=)